I miss you quite terribly. It’s driving me insane. I don’t comprehend why I still miss you. I just wished I didn’t. It would save me a lot of pain and suffering. Thoughts of you just rush into my head and I can’t stop them. My feelings for you still exist. I just want them to disappear. A part of me still wishes to be with you but another part of me wishes to be over you. I’m stuck in between.
Missing you is bittersweet and infects every thought that had nothing to do with you. It is bittersweet but necessary and I know it is needed, needed to let you breathe and I want to be able to miss you and want you more than I already do and if that were to fade I wouldn’t be able to accept it. Missing you is bittersweet, you may always leave but you always come back to me.
Exactly how I feel about you.